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finally done with my final exam, that marks the end of my uni life as well. now, its all about working, earning money to support myself. i'm on my own from now on. sounds scary thou. KL, a place where i can be free, where the opportunities are. we'll see what will i become in 1 year.. i hoped for the best.

well well well, u.. wat can i say, i'm confused with wat i wanna do. i am not sure whether i wanna confess, or keep things this way? the biggest part, is that i'm afraid things might change once the secret is out. what if i misunderstand why god send u? His true meaning. how am i supposed to figure out? wat if He sent u, jz to be by my side, but nth else? wat if i screw dis up? i will never forgive myself.
so many times, my dreams reflected what i dared not do in real life, with u. this is what happens when ur heart and ur mind clashes. the fact is, i'm not as brave as before anymore.
well, anyway, ur bthday is coming up. lets hope u have a memorable one aite?
-ben dan-

gosh

omg. u looked so delicious tonight.. hard to resist le...
i'm so gonna dream about u again, even thou u'll be sleeping beside me..
oh gosh...

another song

music n lyrics by: rui

I spent my days

right beside you
keeping my faith
though my chances are few

I wonder, u know
how i felt about you
I wonder, if you already knew
that u're heart-skips-a-beat
breath taking material

everytime i look at you
my heart wants to say what i really feel
the words would come but my mouth is sealed
oh baby, if you really knew...

i spent all day
thinking about you
holding my breath
i'm nervous its true

I wonder, u know
how i felt about you
I wonder, if you already knew
that u're heart-skips-a-beat
breath taking material

everytime i look at you
my heart wants to say what i really feel
the words would come but my mouth is sealed
oh baby, if you really knew...

its torturing
its killing me slowly
dun you know, in my eyes,
is where you belong

i dunno know why?

i know now, it was my expectations..
its my weakness. i tend to expect them to live up to the expectations on the image i perceived them to be. that is y, i felt this way. that is why, it hurts. that is why, i'm feeling so down, so lost, so emo.
i tried to change this part of me and tried to like them for who they are. but i guess i need time to adapt, or not.. i don't know, i'm confused, i'm devastated.
the pain has been going on since yesterday, n it doesn't get any better at all. its not supposed to hurt this way. i tried to slow things down. i controlled my feelings. i hid it all. but WHY?! am i still facing this? WHY?

why?

sitting 2 meters away from u, u're using my computer. n i'm scared. there is a link to dis blog. if u ever happened to see my blog, i m seriously gonna kill myself.
for the first time, i saw u drunk yesterday.. for the first time, i dun like what i see in the club.. for the first time, i feel intimidated. okay, i know, i'm in no position to feel this way.. but.. its jz the way u make me feel..
no matter how many times u're gonna get drunk, i will be there... sometiems i wonder itz jz me or are they all d same? i'm too paranoid(thx to my mum)? or i care too much? or i'm just no player material? HY used to tell me, if u wanna play, den u can't care too much.which is probably true oso.
seriously i shouldn't let this get to me. and when ppl are drunk they can't even take care of themselves, how can i expect u to care for my feelings rite? and it is very common for ppl to get drunk,den y do i dislike the ppl that i like to get drunk? why do i look at them in a way that they can't control themselves? i think, maybe i do have a problem here..

no. i am not gonna leave u

me: if i day i stopped nagging u, u will start to miss it.
you: yih! y? are u gonna leave me?
me: of cuz not, dun ever think this way.
you: i think so too. u wont bear to part with me.

and i was like awwwwwww.....

me: i was jz saying if ever 1 day.. den u will beg me to nag at u..
you: i wont.
me: don't be so sure. maybe u will. its jz a way of me showing how i care for ppl ard me.
you: yala yala. papi lo..

and i was like.. *speechless*

New business model of Google

Teow Sinn Rui 1051108844

Over the years, Google has developed a totally new business model. As we all know, Google is a search engine; it provides search result by enabling us to type in whatever we intend to search for. It is now the world most leading search engine which has 64% of total search market.

Google’s business models are 1) relevancy of results, 2) speed of search, and 3) lost of executing a search query. Google consists of a mix of smart decisions, excellent market strategy, great advisers, high innovative and risky business model and great products.

Google has a clean, simple, clear and minimalistic user interface. It is so simple to use, therefore it is suitable for all ages. Unlike other search engines that are full of confusion, useless features and useless links. They are full of annoying banner ads which are heavy and slow to load. Search engines which are difficult to use will cause users to stop using it.

Ad work is Google’s unique method for selling online advertising. They generate income through pay per click. Google will receive a certain amount of revenue whenever users click on the advertisement while using Google’s website.

To Google, we users are their product, whereas the advertisers are google’s customer. Google sells the users to the advertisers by providing them access to users. Therefore, by improving the users, they are actually improving their products. For example, Google latitude, which enables us to share our location with friends.