Thursday, April 24, 2014

Hey baby,

Its been raining alot lately, usually we would snuggle in your bed, enjoying each others warmth.
We would watch a movie, or just enjoy messing up your bed.
I love how you tickle me, how you keep trying to annoy my ear, cause you know how sensitive my body is.
Most of all, i miss the way you acknowledged my presence, it has been so long since you looked at me with adoration, showing me that i belong with you. I know for a fact we do belong together, i just know.
and i know you tried to come back to me, well keep trying. cause i'm still waiting for you to tell me that you made a mistake, that you want this, that you want us..
2 years with you is not enough. not even 200 years.. if you want to make me your family, den make me your wife..

Well, good night baby, i love you..

Love,
Rui

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

remember our first time, you wanted me so badly you couldn't wait till cameron..

That moment, makes me the happiest girl on earth.

your passion, your affection towards me are beyond words can describe.

Thank you baby for making me feel that way back then.

I just wish it could have lasted.

I love you.

hey baby,

I woke up feeling like crap today. This pain just haunts me like every second of my life.

But if letting you go makes you happy, i would go thru this again and again.

Cuz i've never stopped loving you, and i doubt i will ever will..

Have a nice day thou.

Love you.

Always yours,
Rui
Dear baby,

I know you don't mean it.

Your heart is sick, you need to see a doctor.

Please recover soon. 

Always yours,
Rui

Tuesday, February 18, 2014

10/12/2011- Right before our first trip together

2011-12-10 01:18:33: YOU: No la if I dun sleep then got excuse to sleep in d car ma heheh 2011-12-10 01:20:08: ME: Owhhh... U not skef I kacau u if u sleep? I'll paint ur face
2011-12-10 01:21:22: YOU: U Pinjam me ur shoulder la huhu...
2011-12-10 01:21:40: YOU: Thn u cn paint whtevrr

No chance to paint your face till now.. but i'm looking forward to it... =)

First time feeding you roti canai

2011-12-09 01:59:23: YOU: Hungry liaw
2011-12-09 02:00:10: ME: Jz now dun wanna eat la.. Tsk tsk
2011-12-09 02:02:04: YOU: I like stealing Frm u mar
2011-12-09 02:03:47: ME: =) or u enjoy got ppl feed u?
2011-12-09 02:04:38: YOU: Mmmm.... Errr.... Tht also la.

Little things in life. It still make me smile everytime i think about it. And it makes the current situation bearable, makes me stronger...

I love you baby, and i have faith in you... Come back to me...

Saturday, February 8, 2014

as long as you are willing to try, I am more than willing to love

Dear baby,

I don't mind to do whatever it takes to bring you back, as long as you still love me, theres still chance for us.
I love the way we are, and i have grown not too have too much expectations from you, cause you are one unique lover, and you have your own beautiful ways to show your love. What you have given me so far, is really enough for me to fall head over heals for you. My only wish is help you find your way back to me.
You said part of the reasons you fell for me, is cuz i'm considerate. And yes, I will be considerate enough to wait for you, to change and adapt myself to help you face your fears in this relationship.
All in all, if i can help you achieve your dreams, i will try my very best. and my dream, is to have you standing beside me when i succeed.
Our love is peaceful, and there is a price to pay to be peaceful, but as long as you are willing to try, I am more than willing to love.