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finally done with my final exam, that marks the end of my uni life as well. now, its all about working, earning money to support myself. i'm on my own from now on. sounds scary thou. KL, a place where i can be free, where the opportunities are. we'll see what will i become in 1 year.. i hoped for the best.

well well well, u.. wat can i say, i'm confused with wat i wanna do. i am not sure whether i wanna confess, or keep things this way? the biggest part, is that i'm afraid things might change once the secret is out. what if i misunderstand why god send u? His true meaning. how am i supposed to figure out? wat if He sent u, jz to be by my side, but nth else? wat if i screw dis up? i will never forgive myself.
so many times, my dreams reflected what i dared not do in real life, with u. this is what happens when ur heart and ur mind clashes. the fact is, i'm not as brave as before anymore.
well, anyway, ur bthday is coming up. lets hope u have a memorable one aite?
-ben dan-

gosh

omg. u looked so delicious tonight.. hard to resist le...
i'm so gonna dream about u again, even thou u'll be sleeping beside me..
oh gosh...