right at the wrong time

well, what can i say.. You really went ahead burning my notes away... and while doing it, you had to watsapp me the picture, then the following day its up on your instagram and fb.
Wow, sometimes people just never fail to amaze me.

I felt rather down lately, i do not know how to describe it, nor put it in words.
Maybe i'm disappointed with how you dealt with the whole situation, you acted childish, not quite what i expected. but den again, nobody's perfect.

Rumours about you, i heard too much. people i love, people i cared, asked me to stay away, from you. they said, i deserved better. i'd do so much better without you. do not blame them, they're concerned. what am i without them.

the truth is, i believe there's still good in everyone, i believe theres still some left in you. maybe. and maybe you acted crazy, cuz you do have feelings for me. but then again, its still unfair to me, it ain't gonna change the fact.

sighs.... Right at the wrong time...

She's always gonna be there, isn't she?

D

waking up beside you,
you are still sound asleep.
looking at you breathing slowly,
your chest moving up and down in pace,
your body is hidden under the sheets....

You look graceful when you sleep,
your eyes closed which only showed how long are the lashes,
i sighed cuz for one second i thought,
if only you were mine.. it'll make me the happiest person alive...
but at the end of the day, its just too good to be true..

i know i can't deal with another heartache,
so i tried to let go, it was fine at the beginning..
but everytime i see you, waves are crashing in again,
and i was like 'shit! its happening again'
there is nothing i could do about it,
helplessly letting my heart take over my mind...

*sighs*
really liked you, and could have loved you..