hey baby,
I am getting better. Just so when you return to me, i am ready.
When i miss you, I think about the way you look at me, your puppy eyes, the way you smiled with your crooked teeth showing, the way your ears sticking out from your hair. Sometimes i just wished you see yourself the way i see you. you're beautiful to me, inside out.
I've never told you that you made a silly mistake on the painting, you drew a b#, and in music chords, there is no b#. but thanks to that silly mistake, it made me smile every single time i look at that drawing, cause that is the first painting you ever drew for me.
All these thoughts make me appreciate you even better, makes me grateful for everything we went through. So baby, you mean the world to me in so many ways.
I don't blame you for all the pain i'm going through, i love you so much i have already forgiven you long time ago. I am grateful it happened, cause it shows that we both have something to fix and I'm working on it. i am doing everything i can.
I'm sorry i cried again tonight baby. i tried my best to keep it in. I am getting better.
Nobody is perfect, and i love you for who you are, i love every single cell in your body from head to toe, and i am thankful that it is you whom i love. Even if it means that i have to love you from afar. But it's all right, i have such strong faith that you will come home to me. When you do, its gonna be another amazing journey, even better then the one we had previously. i know it, i just do. =)
OWL always love you.
Love,
Rui