i know now, it was my expectations..
its my weakness. i tend to expect them to live up to the expectations on the image i perceived them to be. that is y, i felt this way. that is why, it hurts. that is why, i'm feeling so down, so lost, so emo.
i tried to change this part of me and tried to like them for who they are. but i guess i need time to adapt, or not.. i don't know, i'm confused, i'm devastated.
the pain has been going on since yesterday, n it doesn't get any better at all. its not supposed to hurt this way. i tried to slow things down. i controlled my feelings. i hid it all. but WHY?! am i still facing this? WHY?
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