Thursday, April 15, 2010

why?

sitting 2 meters away from u, u're using my computer. n i'm scared. there is a link to dis blog. if u ever happened to see my blog, i m seriously gonna kill myself.
for the first time, i saw u drunk yesterday.. for the first time, i dun like what i see in the club.. for the first time, i feel intimidated. okay, i know, i'm in no position to feel this way.. but.. its jz the way u make me feel..
no matter how many times u're gonna get drunk, i will be there... sometiems i wonder itz jz me or are they all d same? i'm too paranoid(thx to my mum)? or i care too much? or i'm just no player material? HY used to tell me, if u wanna play, den u can't care too much.which is probably true oso.
seriously i shouldn't let this get to me. and when ppl are drunk they can't even take care of themselves, how can i expect u to care for my feelings rite? and it is very common for ppl to get drunk,den y do i dislike the ppl that i like to get drunk? why do i look at them in a way that they can't control themselves? i think, maybe i do have a problem here..

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